→ I"M HIAO MOONCAKE ←

God bless me >///<,already 28 years old,but still have a long way to get what i want,i promised my ex-manager and others, i wont give up and i have to keep moving,the people always will try to delay some important thing until last minutes to settle it.i need to change this 'bad problem',have to start hardworking and arrange my time. when you need to do something actually the time is always not enough.And for punish myself because havent pass any paper in this one and a half year,so cant let myself to go for a foreign trip for relax,just for domestic.recently quite emotional,but everything will become past tense so don think too much i keep going.bearing in mind,have to remind myself for own target,is settle my health and pass the EXAM!!! =) so have to start study NOW not LATER.

One and a half year ago,doctor had found my left eye got corneal problem, and arrange a surgery to change the corneal for me.Actually i already got double image issue before the surgery,but i think there is because my eye point too bad so become like that,but recently i just thinking this actually abnormal for a people,so i decide when go to appointment than told this thing to the doctor, so this is next step i need to do, a CT Scan for my brain.But i just worry is it anything wrong in my brain,maybe i get some hurt before but i unaware that injured already affect me?example like eye?I feel a bit sad because i alone to force this issue,and i always can immediately to do a right decision in anything but except for myself,i quite afraid because of a lot of unusual and a lot of pain after my father dead.Everyday very worry about my mother, because she already old, and i didnt know let her know anything about my eye,so i hopefully i can recovery soon.....=[